BIO

JONATHAN MOYA lives in Chattanooga, Tennessee, where he balances a lifelong love of poetry and storytelling with deep cinematic exploration. His sources of inspiration include his wife Kristen, his dog Cane, and the beauty and injustices of the world. His poetry collections, Like No Movie I Have Ever Seen and The Nacre of Cancer, have been published through Lulu Press, and his work has appeared in Mundus Artium and Unonia Review.

The Art that Stayed

I was expecting giants—brushstrokes that shaped history, colors that conquered time. But the walls whispered absence, their icons carried elsewhere, lent to hands that bear their weight.

Only the quiet ones remained, anchored in the still air, aching to be adopted, longing for eyes to grant them meaning, a gaze that wholly loves their frail existence, to be taken in—cradled, fed, held close to the heart, nourished within the soul’s ache.

I wandered the museum aimlessly until the bright colors of the exile wing drew me in—a modest room, slightly bigger than a living room, yet dwarfed by the grandeur of the main galleries, the mélange of American and European masters—into the parlor reserved for Caribbean and Latin artists. The air felt lighter, without the weight of displacement that clung to the master’s before them.

And among them stood the most majestic surprise. Hanging proud, slightly left of center, was “Children at the Beach,” a painting by Roberto Moya— my Uncle Bob.

I stepped closer, my heart quickening as the memory sharpened. It was almost all I remembered it to be when it hung as my abuela’s centerpiece— two girls and a boy with sun-golden locks, digging in the sand, one watching the other two unearthing what they hoped to be priceless treasures—maybe an old Spanish coin, a clam with pearl, perhaps a hermit crab finding the perfect refuge. I inhaled as I noticed the salt air tangle their hair, the ocean stretching beyond them in loose, unhurried strokes. Their joy was unframed by fame, and they were hung in this house by familiarity— and no less eternal.

But here, in this museum, the painting felt different. It no longer carried the warmth of a centerpiece or the quiet reverence of a family relic. It was orphaned among the forgotten and overlooked.

I traced the exhibit label with my eyes. It was indeed Bob’s work. “Robert Moya (1931 – 2008” was a Puerto Rican painter, printmaker, and digital artist. Born in New York, raised between two homes—an identity split, stretched across borders.”

The description continued, but the words rang hollow. “Moya’s hands found lines before words…” A stylized version of his history, carved into museum language, stripped of the details my abuela had once storied us with. I knew the real version—the restless childhood, the copying of Sorolla and Sargent, the drift toward abstraction, the heavy pigments, the quick strokes that pressed emotion into the image. The Bob I knew was not a plaque but a presence, yet here he was, reduced to a fact.

In the somber, reverent light of my widowed Abuela’s living room, “Children at the Beach” had always existed in pristine warmth, its colors vivid, its figures untouched by shadow. But here, in this near-forgotten wing of the museum, it lived under different conditions—without the flattering glow of swivel spotlights, illuminated only by the raw, harsh Kelvins of recessed bulbs. The light was unkind, exposing details I had never noticed before, forcing every imperfection and brushstroke into full view.

And then I saw it—something I had never seen in all the years of looking. Beneath the blonde girl digging in the sand, a faint pentimento emerged, the painted-over outline of a dark-haired boy. Under the only boy, a barely perceptible shadow of black curls. For the standing girl, the same. The golden-haired children had not been golden-haired at all. Their brightness had been layered over—an artistic wig, a deliberate revision meant to disguise what had initially existed beneath.

Standing before his work, I felt a quiet sadness settle inside me. Was this how legacy worked? Was this how remembrance became an institution—neatly cataloged, distanced, no longer held within a family’s hands?

But seeing it here, in this room of exile, in the hum of low-lit bulbs and hushed footsteps, I felt the weight of history settle differently.

The painting was a certainty at my abuela’s home—a familiar presence, a relic of joy. Here, it became something else, something unsettled, that carried the quiet ache of displacement.

Bob’s work was remembered and preserved but not exalted or held in the giants’ spaces. I wanted to ask if he had ever imagined this—his brushstrokes caught between belonging and exclusion, a legacy measured but never fully embraced.

For the first time, I wondered if he had painted for permanence or for profit, if each line had been an answer to a question only, he could hear.

2.

The boy who was erased and replaced was my father, Frank Moya—an anesthesiologist, Bob’s only and older brother. Five years gone, Bob seventeen.

Once, they had moved in tandem, twin orbiting bodies drawn by the same hunger. Frank chasing form, Bob breathing life into color. One tethered to certainty, the other lost to the sway of pigment, chasing something unnamed.

Talent is not inherited like blood. Frank’s hands were stiff and precise, designed for incisions, not creation. His lens saw only the present, never the shimmer of what lay beneath.

Then came the unraveling. Success stretched between them like unspooled thread, love thinning the cord.

Elsi—my mother—had been the axis. Bob painted her into permanence, bound her to canvas. Frank made her his wife, held her in his arms, and called her his own. But art does not forgive time.

Beauty is rarely lost at once—it fades in the margins, in quiet shifts too delicate to name until absence is undeniable.

She softened. Weight settled where grace had once lived. Diabetes carved itself into her bones.

And Frank stepped back, distanced himself in increments, shrinking his presence before severing it entirely. He left, remarried, and claimed a new life apart from hers.

Bob married, too, and had two sons. One found words in music, the other in blueprints and brushstrokes, his hands preserving what his father left behind.

Then Elsi died.

And that was when Bob laid his last offering.

The pentimento came in mourning—an attempt at reaching back, at rewriting what had been. The boy blurred beneath the sand—an artist’s revision, but also something gentler, something aching.

Bob never spoke his intent. He hoped Frank would understand and see the tenderness in the act. He believed his absence could make space for something new.

But timing is the cruelest editor.

Frank saw offense, not mercy. Rejection hardened in his throat, brittle, and immovable. To the world, he was generous. But bitterness is selective, and he keeps his guard for Bob.

So, the painting became Bob’s last attempt—his last hand-stretched across time. And when the olive branch crumbled, Bob let the boy fade—not erased, not forgotten, but veiled beneath layers of ochre and cerulean.

Standing before the canvas, I felt the weight of what could have been—a reconciliation never written, a bridge never built.

In Frank, I inherited certainty, a mind fixed in practicality. In Bob, I inherited words—how they curve and press emotion into the image. But I inherited neither the brush nor the eye—only the ache of wanting to shape something real.

I was born with the artist’s sight, but not his hand. My fingers fumbled where Bob’s flew. My canvas was words, tethered to Bob’s color.

Yet here, in the hush of forgotten halls, I learned the craft beyond creation—how patience carves meaning, how absence sharpens sight.

How memory, like paint, is layered, concealed, revealed only when light shifts just so.

Poetry, like pentimento, is a lesson in seeing—what was, what is, and what lingers beneath the brush.

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What Will Not Survive

Sharp as an edge that does not ask what it is cutting.
whole as a thing that does not need proof to exist,
thought arrives in full motion before meaning—
color before shape, light before weight,
not as process, not as method,
but truth already formed, unwilling to be held,
which needs no tending, refining,

It is not a single stroke; a mark left in color.
It is a corridor of light bending toward a vanishing point,
a figure suspended in the breath between surrender and flight,
a mouth parted—not in speech, but in revelation.

It is an ocean poured into the shape of a body.
It is a body without weight,
held between the living and the remembered,
flesh turned to pigment; pigment turned to memory.

But thought is a language without translation.
A thing seen without being rendered.
It lives complete until the body interferes.

Lift the brush.
Already the destruction begins.

The stroke was not supposed to be a stroke.
It was supposed to be the collapse of sky.
It was supposed to be the sound of a name
spoken for the last time.
It was supposed to mean something that words do not hold—

a woman made of light, moving without movement,
She is not illuminated by it but shaped by the silence.
She is made of it, pressed against its shifting edges,
her figure stretching into the dusk behind her,
her outline bleeding at the edges, the last smear of a dream.
a composition of gold and violet,
her hands lifted not in greeting, but in knowing.

Yet, what arrives is not what was imagined.
It thickens where it should have unraveled,
it bends where it should have stretched,
it hesitates where it should have declared.
the perfect thought impossible to render
that does not belong to canvas, to translation,
the body’s limited means of making.

She moves too fast, escapes too easily,
is undone in the visible, can not be held.
She will die in the weight of execution.

He will bury her, mourning and living
with the reality that her beauty
can only wholely be seen by him.

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